Last one standing

Being last, is it good thing or bad thing?

Well there's both sides.. depends in situation.

I'm the youngest of my family and it not bad to be "last" child because in some cations I get spoiled(not too much tho:D).

And who wouldn't like that? 

But that I'm the youngest makes me always going to be that 5-year-old kid and they aren't never going to take me seriously.

For example:

I have dreamed about living my own since I realized that is almost possible whenever you want.

So now I have keep saying that next year I'll be leaving and getting my own place. 

And my mom has been saying ok. 

But apparently she wasn't serious because few days ago I started conversation about this thing and after it became some kind of fight. 

She came after that saying: "I didn't know that you were serious about moving away."  

Yes mom, I like to say things that aren't supposed to be serious :)

This has been happened before.

And I know what's your thinking. No, I'm not shallow and spoiled kid. I love my mom but I hate that because I'm the youngest I have highest walls to break.

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Sometimes being last means that you just missed something..

Maybe that thing is related also to:

"Nice guys finish last." 

Maybe you are missed your chance to have that girl you deserve or she haven't showed up yet.

Nowadays you nice guys are rare thing. You are wanted but instead of crying being last you always don't see us girls who are dreaming of you..

So I think that nice girls finish last because they are patient to wait to meet that one guy.

For those who finish last:
YTF - Nice guys

Beautiful and Stupid

I have noticed one thing, which I can't understand:

'Why boys like stupid girls?' 

It just seems like that boys are more into those girls who:

• laughs at everything with no reason (I do that sometimes but some girls just cross the line!)
• ask stupid questions like: 'Why African kids don't eat?' (a bit extreme but you know..)
• and just act stupid :D

 Is it because boys like to be needed and sees that those girls should have help? Or they can feel themselves more whiser? Or is stupidity cute?!

Or what?

This thing has blown my mind because I've always thought that smart and beautiful girls are barely single. Quess I'm wrong and mens logic is fucked up :D

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And that leads to my next thing.

I have heard this quite a lot these days and maybe it's true?

'Beautiful girls aren't taken' 

 

Yeah, I have seen some very beautiful girl being single but 

(they usually aren't that long :D)

is that just saying by those who have been single for long time and they don't know why they aren't good for anyone..

I'm not saying that is stupid way because it is optimisitic and cheerful in some way :D 

But I hope those beautiful girls don't think they are ugly when they are in relationship :)

Ugly and stupid girl are what boys like, huh? :D

No, everyone is beautiful and they will find their love sooner or later.

And one thing:

Be with yoy want to be, not that one who others think you should be with.

plus:You're Beautiful<3

 

 

Lucky Guy

This thing has been close to my life now:

"Why we can't choose who we like?"

It would be much easier if we had chance to choose who we like and who we want to be with and everything would work out way better. But no, there's one thing what's messing our head. That little thing inside of your heart: feelings.

And because we all are different and we have diffrent desires and thoughts and everything. We have different feelings too.

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So I am single now and what's great to being single is that you can get crush on somebody ;)

But having a crush isn't that simple either. It has good and bad sides.

 Let me list some of those: 

Good sides:

• that 'dizzy' feeling what you get just by looking at him
• makes you smile like an idiot when your thinking of him :D
• feels like everything has some kind of meaning
• and so on... :)

 

Bad sides:

• you can't stop liking him if he doesn't like you or he is too imposible to get
• it isn't easy to forget
• and you can't help it if you have a huge crush on somebody 

"And why am I telling about crush?"

Because that is what my problem deals with it right now!

As you can tell, I have a huuuge crush on someone.

He is cute, friendly, kind, funny, has a smile which light ups my world and it is very easy to talk to him. (<--that is very rare thing if guy can do that to me:D)

 

I've known him 4 years now, but we aren't that close and we haven't seen in 3 years until now he has same classes with me...

I liked him 4 years ago as well but I didn't do anything about it because I was affraid been rejected. 

For no reason because I find out later that he liked me as well.

"So why I don't just jump right into his arms?"

Oh I wish that I could!

He's taken now...

 

Taken means don't touch. Right?

 But he keeps sending 'messages' that he could like me still: suddenly, after not seeing each other for 3 years, he starts talking to me like we're really good friends..and he looks at me very often and smiles to me when I look at him. 

I still like you! So stop playing with my feelings, when you're taken and cannot be mine! And stop giving more things why I like you even more.. :D

 

So that's why I bring that why we cant choose who to like.

I like him but like those bad sides, I can't stop that.

 

And this also gives you a lesson before you make my mistake:

 

"Do it before it's too late. "

I found this song and it feels like it has been written from my life now.

and that's why it deserved to be my title<3

David Choi - Lucky Guy

So what this is about?

  

'So why you are starting a blog, even though there's plenty of them already?'

Well, I thought this could be releasing to write what's going on and what bothers me and some weird way writing about it could make me feel better :)

And, I don't know, but maybe this could help you or give you new perspect to your thoughts or just intrest you...

(and little bonus for me: I'll get better with my English :D)

So like I said, I'm going to post some of my thoughts and stuff what I feel what is important to tell.